Dec. 5, 2004

Good Morning,

I have successfully returned to the workforce after 6 weeks with no ill effects! Yeah! Next week I have 32.5 hours.

Stitching wise I have gotten a little bit further on my small project #1. Reading wise I am just reading my small novels. No major, real books yet.

Heathwise I was doing o.k. until my DH decided to be mean yesterday. As I suffer from depression I sometimes get down. I usually can get right back up after a mental pep talk except when provoked. Which DH decided to do when I opted for a nap to try and shake my bad mood. We are basically pretty tight right now due to my lack of a paycheck for the past 7 weeks - no kidding - big surprise there. NOT! Well, I have pretty much come to grips that we can't do Christmas cards this year. Ok. But now DH decides he isn't going to have time to put up the Christmas lights either. So our whole Christmas just went out the window. Didn't make me a real happy camper.

Yesterday we were also suppose to go see a movie. Then I found out that DH only had $74 left to last for two weeks. So common sense, ditch the movie, right? Wrong. Because I decided it would be wiser not to waste money on a movie I am being "weird". Which is my DH's not so nice way of saying depressed. He also said two other not so nice things which led me to spend the night up in my room away from Mr. not so nice since he obviously has a problem dealing with me when I am down. Which I really wasn't until he went on his verbal rampage. I also haven't been sleeping well since I went back to work - probably the extra stress and excitement. I took some Excedrin PM's and got a full nights sleep so am feeling much better now. Still not happy that our Xmas is basically a goner but feeling back to normal. We will see how long that lasts once Mr. Negative gets home.

As you can see, I don't post daily. Just when the mood strikes and I have the time.

TTYL,
Michele